Why oh why?
The past few weeks have been intense. Why is everthing so difficult for me? Why can't I just be happy and confident and comfortable around all these people... people who don't even matter? I guess that I'm not happy with myself... I guess that I'm still very insecure. Wow... that's quite a confession. The past year all have been telling myself is to keep my head up and pretend that everything is alright. Now, I need to admit that nothing is alright. Things so small and stupid should not be so hard. I don't know where to go from here. Maybe I just need to give myself more credit? It's been a rough year so far and I can't really blame myself for not feeling a 10/10. Maybe I need some more time to get used to this new life? I don't know... No-one really seems to struggle as much as I do... Or are they just a lot better at hiding their insecurities? Probably... Anyways, tomorrow is a big day and I am not looking forward to it. I feel like I should be really excited... but again, right now... nothing is really what it should be.
16 okt 2017 - bewerkt op 16 okt 2017
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mirkku
woensdag 18 oktober 2017 09:21
Het lijkt misschien niet zo, maar (bijna) iedereen worstelt wel eens met deze gevoelens en gedachtes... Geef ze tijd, stop het niet weg.
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