Fighting against life.

Fighting against life.

I’m fighting, fighting against life. It just doesn’t make any sense. Why is it all so hard? So hard to understand and to get answers on your questions? Why can’t it be easy? Just for once. I’m fighting with a friend who said I should shut my mouth about that guy. I don’t know why it bothers him so much, ‘cause he is in love with another girl. I’m fighting with my sister because she thinks I’m stupid and dumb. She sais I’m lazy and that I should go to my room. I’m laughing with my brother about the fights I have. I can laugh with him ‘cause he’s the only one who understand me.

Life sucks and it’s getting harder every day. Sometimes I listen to songs about life. How good it is or how bad. And then I think we’re all fighting, fighting against life. We all want it to go like we want, but some get there way and others don’t. The people who fight the most won’t get there way, ‘cause the other people those who are really lazy and go with the flow get their way. ‘Cause they want other thing, they want the things life wants for them.

I’m one of those people who never gets her way. I’m one of those who fights hard against life but doesn’t win. ‘Cause life will give you what’s mend for you. So if you want to go right but life sais you have to go left, then you’re in trouble when you go right. The fighters won’t win. Or they will, ‘cause they have the feeling they didn’t just do what others want. They did what they wanted.

I’m fighting against life, fighting for the things I want. It’s killing me and it’s exhausting but I’m not giving up. I’m not going with flow, ‘cause in this life I’ll fight. Fight for the things I want. I’m going to make sure I’ll get the things that make me happy. Because I deserve to be happy. So I’m fighting, fighting against life.

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